Numerology: In essence you are a 1: you are the spark. The beginning – the alpha and ego of consciousness. In reality you are a 1 & 9: you are an old soul. You have wonderful artistic talent and creative urges. You have extreme emotions that range from an exuberant optimist to a moody pessimist. You cherish private time. You have immense intelligence and great charm plus you love a challenge. You re happiest working for yourself with the freedom to arrive and act upon your own decisions. You love to work strange hours.
You are highly determined and yearn for independence. You tend to struggle to achieve the degree of self-sufficiency you desire, and may endure considerable frustration in your struggle for independence. The reason: your desire for independence is so strong is that it eclipses so many other balancing perspectives. As the poet John Donne said: “No man is an Island unto himself … we are all bits of the main.” This is a central lesson in your life: to learn the difference between the dream of independence and the reality of interdependence.
You are highly ambitious and have a strong drive for success and power. Although self-confident, you like to be encouraged. You are a hard worker and an important fixture in any enterprise in which you are involved. People are attracted to your deep commitment to your work, and the steadiness with which you do it.
Your challenge is to achieve a wider degree of perspective on yourself and others. Exchange ideas with others, lest you become insulated and isolated by your own perspective. This can become a kind of prison for you. You can be highly stubborn, which emanates from fear. Try to see that all of life is but an ecosystem, a life cycle delicately balanced in such a way that everyone is supporting. You are demonstrative with your affections and willing to sacrifice for others. You are highly idealistic, but if your ideals fail, you can become bitter and negative. You are very sensitive, with many emotional ups and downs. You tend to find yourself in dramatic situations, yet you like to control your emotions in public and come off as if everything is under control. With your determination and inventive and creative mind, you have potential for achievement and financial reward.